25/2/2010

今天的彩排
我没有期待会有很好的回应
毕竟我们是临时抱佛脚的
准备又不充足
嘴里一直说“彩排罢了嘛”
可是当我听见人家对我的评语
心里总觉得很不是滋味 :(

人人都说我们的表现比上一次逊色了
就连老师也觉得我今天的表演欠佳
好多朋友都说对我们俩的表现有点失望
可最令我不开心的是我的拍档却一点都不以为然
也不晓得怎样和她沟通最好
总是说不过她

无可否认，我自己也很不满意今天的表现
我承认今天的确没有把最好的展现出来
我相信我下次会做得更好的。

嗯，我下次的彩排一定要做得更好
不要让老师失望
不要让朋友们失望
不要让对我有信心的人 对我失去信心
更重要的是 不可以让自己失望！！！


我相信我可以！#

20/2/2010

一年后的今天，我闻到了你的味道
我没有弄错
那的确是你的味道
太熟悉了
我不会忘记。。

你仿佛就在我身旁
难道。。你真的在观察着我们吗？

9/2/2010

S5F photographing day!!
hav to take photos for the usage of graduation magazines.
However, it was not fun at all!!!
i mean just for myself...T.T

why i dropped to this class in my last year??
shinyee answered me:
because of your poor result
she really hurts me..
nevertheless, i know my results was sucks last year
i have to appreciate that i did not drop to G class.
but seriously, i dislike my current class.
i never belong to it!!
however, i know i hav to love it!!
well, let me try to like it.
can i do it?
no :(


after school,
library alone
it was totally silence
so scared...
keep listening to music...
until 6.10pm the guy came
wuhh...
continue my work until 6.40pm
left and proceed to tuition


tiring~~#

aim high!!!
aim high!!!
aim high!!!

8/2/2010

went visit to penang low court as a lawatan
organized by kelab pencegahan jenayah.
depart from school at around 8am.
Reach there at 8.20am.
we are distributed into 4 groups.
the court start at 9am.
the judge is a Malay lady.
they speak very soft and fast using BM.
we cant really listen and understand what are they talking about.
it quite disappoint me because our group only watch for about 20 mins.
i think it is because the girl judge tired d ..==
thats why she request to end earlier..
haiz..
missed the chance...
it was the first time i went there
but consider a good and great experience for me la..
after that we had a taklimat from a judge too..
then Q and A.
then sayonara...
back to school on 11.20am...


after school, acc ting shopping again.
finally bought all her things and also mine...^^
back by rapid..
took 1 and a half hour to back home.. #

每年的今天

今天是二月六日
去年的今天
我应该是在殡仪馆吧？！

时间过得真快，
转眼间
阿公已走了一年
再多的不舍
再多的悲伤
都已于事无补
只好把对他永远的思念
留在心坎深处
永远记住
每年的今天。。。
你离开的这一天。。。


虽然我不晓得
一个人死了以后是否完全消失在这个世界
但我一直都坚信着
人逝世了以后
虽然肉身已不再
但是他的灵魂还是存在的
说不定他们还在我们身旁观察着我们呢
真的 我相信


阿公， 祝你天堂快乐！
请您保佑年老的阿嬷。。。#

bad day?

sick today
really not feeling well
lazy going to school when i woke up
thinking to absent
bt... i know i hav to go...

assembly in the morning
very uncomfortable during the whole assembly
knew that our school is shorting of fund
pity school...
just feel like..
how come our own school student also wouldnt like to donate?
haiz...

hair checking after assembly
and finally the last year of my school life
i KENA!!
kena gunting...
this is the first time for me
that why i doesnt feel sad or angry at all
somemore feel enjoying.. XD
that discipline teacher was damn good
better than the others..
no much changes for my hair..

heard a news from teacher after school
consider good news??
hope that we can really do it well n perform the best in our last year

after sivik class, went for cswong tuition
i was absent to tuition last week
scared cannot catch up
quite happy because i was manage to nip on ahead

rush back to school after tuition for rumah sukan
feeling sad in the whole duration
trying to be more open minded
and learning to let go sometimes T.T

i just discover that our school teacher organize a society named PA
it stands for PERSATUAN ANTI-SEKOLAH
haha
those teachers dare to do anything to anti the school management..>.<

planning to balik awal actually
but at last..
stayed until 6pm
tiring day..

stepping into the 2nd months of the year
10 months more to SPM
now, i m starting to be lazy
friends!!! help me!!
i wan to score!!! #